Complaint Dept.

Worth

Wed, 10 Oct 2012 03:49:01 -0400

Sometimes I think

I think about everything

Nothing

Myself and everyone

Friends and family

What I’ve done and what I haven’t

And it just ends with the question

“Is it all worth it?”

It will be…?

Yes, absolutely!

No, I suppose.

It’ll just be a meaningless memory and people will hate you for it.

For you let it get to you and everyone else.

So, it’s not

Let it go.

Please, for us.

Disease

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 11:04:02 -0400

We’d all like to believe we’ve changed.

We haven’t.

I don't like this anymore

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 20:25:50 -0400

I want you to be so happy

That I end up hurting more and more

I feel like I’m slowly deteriorating

I looked at your pictures

You are the prettiest

And I just want to burst into tears

I messed up big time

I miss you

I miss what we had

Isn't it funny...

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 03:02:58 -0400

How we’re willing to go the greatest of lengths

to make the people we love so much happy,

even though we end up hurting more…

It's mine

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 14:59:16 -0400

Feelings for you.

Secret.

Pain.

Pain

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 04:32:24 -0400

Shows up in the most inconvenient times.

I’ve been talking to you for a while now. Or rather WE’VE been talking to each other....

Wed, 30 May 2012 13:51:00 -0400

I’ve been talking to you for a while now. Or rather WE’VE been talking to each other. We’ve become friends, again. That’s good news. Right? Isn’t it?

We hung out for the very first time, in months, with our friends’ and each other’s consent. It was weird, but we got through it. It was nice. You had told me afterwards that it was a good thing that it happened. We started talking more. Texts and online messages. One night, you had asked me if I still had feelings for you and if it would be alright for us to hang out more, for us to see each other on the regular… I didn’t answer you. I never did. You mentioned that I hadn’t and I replied with “I’m sorry.” I don’t know if you knew that I was saying sorry because my answer was, and still is, yes. Yes, I still have feelings for you. I didn’t want to say that to you because I was worried if I did we wouldn’t hang out, like we are currently. I was afraid that it would push you away from me. There wouldn’t be anything. Not even a friendship.

I don’t plan on saying anything, ever. I won’t say anything to you, my friends, or my family. These feelings will be contained, never to be expressed for the benefit of our growing friendship.

…It hurts…

Our friendship has grown rapidly that you share your deepest and darkest thoughts with me. You share the pain of your unrequited love for someone else. It just breaks my heart more. You talk about how he doesn’t know your struggle and it sucks.

…It hurts…

I don’t know if being your friend is worth it. I don’t want to know your pain. I don’t want to know that you are in love with someone else. I don’t want you to remain like this… So, I listen. I commiserate. I make myself available. I become a friend.

…It hurts…

What do you do

Sun, 27 May 2012 12:37:36 -0400

When that one person you talk to the most

Finally realizes how stupid you are

And quits on you.

You're doing exactly what he did to you...

Sun, 27 May 2012 11:59:25 -0400

As you are to me

And you hated that feeling.

How does something someone said

Sat, 26 May 2012 19:17:12 -0400

…Just make you feel like total shit.

I blur my vision

Sat, 26 May 2012 13:05:00 -0400

so I don’t realize how beautiful you are.

…It doesn’t work.

How dare She

Tue, 08 May 2012 03:06:47 -0400

I can hold great conversations.

Who the hell did She want to talk to when She was all depressed!?

Me! Me, baby!

Hearing Her name makes me

Mon, 07 May 2012 14:08:10 -0400

cringe

tickled pink

angry

nervous

stand in silence

You try so hard

Wed, 02 May 2012 03:21:23 -0400

And nothing.

I can't stand it anymore...

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 10:49:18 -0400

My mind and body doesn’t want to exist anymore. I’ve lost all hope.

Who messed up!?

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 11:54:08 -0400

Me!

How much!?

Big time!

Certain...

Fri, 09 Mar 2012 01:12:04 -0500

Things on my mind.

That something out of my control will happen.

I want to forget what I, all of a sudden, know now.

I don’t want to be me anymore.

Oh, so, certain.

I'm there again...

Thu, 08 Mar 2012 22:12:21 -0500

One thing happened and I’m expecting too much out of it.

I'm done with life...

Thu, 08 Mar 2012 10:29:19 -0500

I don’t wanna be here feeling this way.

I'm cornered...

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 13:51:45 -0500

I feel like my back’s against the wall and every move I make I’ll end up losing.